The last straw was when I had to withdraw my Christmas-swap for this year :`(
My hubby tried to cheer me up by giving me this room box as a give little over month ago..
Haven't done anything with it - yet..
Well - I have decided to make it my Bunny room where I'll be putting all the bunny miniatures I'll make or collect over the time..
I'm going to make Bunny themed foods, furniture and so on and so on, what ever comes in my mind - I just need to decide whether it will be a kitchen or a living room..
I want to make few books there, some jars, bowls and other dishes and of course some paintings on the walls too..
And all the furniture - they must either be in bunny shape or have bunny themed paintings on them..
I don't think I'll find any fabrics around - so I need to figure out how make them - there are curtains and pillows on my list to make - so I guess I'll be learning how to x-stitch in this scale..
I'm still working on ideas, but mainly it just trying to get through from day to day - I don't have my heart on this so far.. Just swirling the thoughts in my head, nothing else
Even a winning from Hurahduskadun Talot blog didn't bring me long-term pleasure - even that the prize was so wonderful
|Should I uncork the bottle ..?|
.. But I blame it for the fact, that we had our worst Halloween seasons rush when it came - and I was already ill at that time ..damn flu struck its claws in me - I've been coughing my lungs out now for at least one and a half weeks..
I literally cried when I had to cancel my swap - but sometimes things just go on the their way without you been able to do anything about them - I guess that's life, but I couldn't help it to get me so depressed that I haven't much touches my miniatures making materials ever since...
It literally took away my Christmas - we got a bill for taxes so we can't afford to buy presents this year - so I'm trying to focus on making good food and getting the house as pretty as I can with the time I have cause I don't have many days off in December to make preparations..
And this will be a last Christmas when any of our kids is living home with us..
Well... I'm just blue - I'll get over it.. Being ill with this much stress and worries just isn't a very good combination *grin*
As the song says; "The only way is up..." ...eventually... any day... See you..